Students hate tests. That's a fact. Periodical Test days are one of their most horrific and frightening days. It is on these days where they feel nervousness and agony. Like me, I share their agony. Since I was in first year, it has become a "routine" for me to have fever before and during the examination - believe it or not. It was only in this grading period where I didn't experience fever on examination dates. I think having a fever on exams is my "lucky charm" because I get high scores. I didn't take reviewing seriously because I thought the ieas might overflow in my brain and I will forget all of them, in short, "mental block".
When we had the tests in English, Science, Filipino and Values, I realised that the exams were not that easy and not that hard. After taking the exam, I have set myself to review seriously on the night of August 19. When I watched the news on the night of August 19, the weather forecast said that it's signal no. 2 in Ilocos Sur so I therefore concluded that there would be no classes. The 2nd day for the Periodical test was moved to August 23. When we had the test on A.P., math, MAPEH and TLE, the same with the other tests, it was not that easy and not that hard. After the test, we felt great relief. Now, we'll only be waiting for the judgment day.
The judgment day came. I was really really disaapointed. I felt guilt because I'm such a failure. I got low scores and I was left behind by my other classmates. What a shame!?! I was surprised by the test results because it seems alittle bit easy for me. I don't know. I don't know what happened. I am such a failure. I'm such an idiot. I hate myself.